Recurring Theme

Hmm...

Sometimes I think I ain't made the right choice.

But I guess it is too late now, but it keeps revolving around in my head.

Need to make sure the door's out of my sight before I can admit to fate I guess.

Man, results... come out quickly!

Playground

Just the other day, while I was on the computer musing on what I should be doing next, I heard a sound. Familiar, nostalgic but not something I had heard for some time.

Children's laughter. Innocent squeals of joy that is so irritable yet sometimes vibrant with energy that only a child can exude.

I looked the the window, looking for the source of the laughter and saw a group of kids, watched over my maids, playing at the urban playground with the steel struts and rubber floors.

It hit me then, where my beloved sand pits, with see-saws and swings. With structures to climb into and laze within the circular confines? The answer was greeted with the carpark lots.

There used to be a time where kids run around those (I admit, dirty) playgrounds playing catching and what not. Often unsupervised or with the occasional parent. I remember being supervised by my Ah Por last time when I was young. The times where should would bring me down to play in the sand and even though I knew no kid around the block, the simple joy was enough. To build a sand castle or even sit on the swing.

Of course, the most memorable time was during the mooncake festival. Where that playground would be decorated with candles and children would run around with lanterns, both traditional and modern (You know, the one with the musics?).

I don't remember these happening around anymore.

Now I see the smooth and safe structures that reflect the growing society, I see more maids supervising the kids than parents, but most importantly I rarely hear the happy joyous laughter from the kids.

It makes me wonder, are the children of nowadays better off? With their modern gadgetry or us, with the rugged sand between our toes and the rough surfaces of which we climb while we enjoy the wind blowing through our hair...

Future

is so uncertain.

hoping i can work now though...

now that SIMglobal is not recognised...

but i still have to have a backdoor....

sigh!!!!!!!

ZHEN DE!

The below post is so totally written by me
It is 100% true and factual!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Anyway, I think I wont get a university placing in NTU/NIE or SMU :(

I will just wait for the I AM SORRY letter ba :(

Lets just hope SIM accepts me..else... Contract teaching? HMMMM....

Hi all....

My GF is super super cute!!!

Wont be able to find someone better than her already lorrr!!!

See? Pretty, beautiful features~ 3D face, long eye lashes. well defined body line. smart. never nag, good temper. forgiving. talk softly, never argues. never anyhow spend money. faithful. kind hearted. aiyaaaaa... everything is better than u! as easy as that!

See?? although i always say her bad stuff in front of my friends. but deep inside my heart... OHHH~~~ I knew she is the best... OH~~ she is an angel~~~

Pancake with Butter/syrup...

Dont you think they make a good combination?
Or perhaps mayonnaise with fish and chips, or chilli with fries...

Sometimes when I look next to me, and in my arms there snuggle this person that you feel such a unique connection to, I can't help but feel if it was just meant to be.
Fine we all have our minor disagreements, I mean, not everyone believe chilli goes well with fries (I do!). But in the end of the day, the feeling of contentment and the utter belief in the future makes it all worthwhile.

Just like a missing piece in a jigsaw puzzle...
Or a much needed candle in the dark..

Hee!
Love you!

Do you feel this way tooo??

:(

I am officially one year closer to death *Hooray*
Thank you all for the well wishes a. Haha.

Anyway, it just so happened that today there was a cohesion to go KUSHINBO! Free food for an hour! however, the food was not very spectacular lah. even though the medics ate as though there was no tomorrow (I suspect we ate more than all the other tables combined...).

Recently, grace has been mugging for exams and I am pei'ing her to mug haha! she is making it her mission to get as many benefits from mugging as possible from me! which i will gladly give PROVIDED SHE GET GOOD RESULTS LORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
But we shall see how a. she so stress nowdays! haha! next time it will be my turn. I will make sure to get as many benefits as i can also >:)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Haha!
Once again, it is the much awaiting and dreaded chinese new year!
why dreaded? well... BECAUSE OF THE SOCIALISING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But this year's chinese new year is not so lively bah, quite a number of people went overseas haha!

but nonetheless, got my ang pows... haven't opened it yet but.... I know sure less than 100 lah SAD!

btw, I PLAYED MAHJONG! Boohoohoo... virgin gambler haha
damn tough game.... have to analyse a lot.. have trouble keeping up but OH WELLS!!!!!!
wahahhaa!

Recently...

I have been quite sian.
you know ever since 2011 started, I haven't touch my PSP... working in the medical centre increased... and when there is nothing for me, i feel unrested, and when there is I feel over worked
my gosh!!!!

japanese lame commercials lols!

abit disturbing...


LOL BANANA!






LOL! E-HONDA! though the second one sounds a little dirty... and the 3 one is a little disturbing...









This is chinese... lol

Boring Sunday...

Okaaayy...
so I came to duty late so I can train this morning..
but damn...i am soooooo bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can just complain the whole day but I am going to do a short cut - "RANT! RANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANT"
Done.

Righto, year is 2011, did I post anything for this month? NOPES!
half a month to think of a post and all I am typing now is this rubbish??? HOHO!!!
For those who click/type the link to this blog, anticipating a very serious, thoughtful, or otherwise interesting blogpost... *Squeeaalss* YOU ARE DISAPPOINTED!!
HARHARHAR

Anyway,
Next week is the inaugural youth kendo tournament! I AM A YOUTH STILL (At least by competition rules standard...).
Don't feel like 2 years ago... but hey! it is going to be the first time I get to fight with mk and josh! harhar! so mk! better don get confined else I will confine your butt okay?

hrm!
Sometimes I wonder about a future in our dear country - Singapore.
Standard of living has increased so much in our nice little red dot that sometimes, I feel it giving me a rash!
Food prices are increasing, transport prices too... housing... weird people... etc... I mean,
It makes you feel kind of glad that at least one thing is not increasing right?
WAGES
(Pfft.)

Like how many of us is going to manage to get a job that pays you >$10,000 per month?
You know, I remember there used to be a time when i felt that Hey! $3,000 - 5,000 per month is not bad riiiiggghhhtttt.
It probably still be.
Of course you will be paying for your housing throughout our breathing living life....
maybe after still
perhaps your child's life as well
heck, pay in hell.
okay, joking (I hope!)

But who can get that kind of money once you start? of course you could ask for that amount if you entered a university...
hmmm
I wish I was more of a risk taker...then perhaps I might be good at playing with stocks(storks)...
There is where the money is... seriously...
Of course once you get burn, you burn in hell...