Sigh...

Life...
life is horrible... so many people walk with their heads lowered, eyes on the ground and do they realise? maybe they do..but do they care? do people care? will they?

How many times are do we go through life living the same way, doing the same thing? Do we notice? will you wake up one day and realise that this day is probably going to be the same as..some other day that once passed....

boring

Count the amount of times we walk one step forward to find ourselves two steps back. When you put those numbers to perspective, would you be back further than when you started? would you be ever nearer to the end?
Stop? or go?
Would it matter? and again, who will care?
maybe you...but what would you do?
spiral perhaps.... dance on the spot, pray to the gods... divine intervention?

Do we give thanks to all that is given? or do we take things with a nod and a smile, forgotten once the day is over.
Do everyone that gives deserves to be thanked? Is anyone who hasn't been grateful for help understood?

Life poses so much questions and yet little answers. No... there are answers, but they are but keys to more questions..queries that may have no answers...dead ends... and then what do we do? we pretend, we reason, we rationalise our way to something we can believe.. isn't it?

So.. now you have read so far.... i believe you wonder... what is going on... why does one need to ponder on things that is rather... best... to be left in the unknown...? Isn't somethings in life better left in the gray mists? concealed, hidden, silhouette in one's vision... so near, so clear yet ever so evasive?

I shall let you know, why i have thought of this.. why i feel that this should be said...
...
apparently... my girlfriend went out with her friends...
and they said... ... they generalised men...

they claimed that a guy's blog is usually emo...
and my girlfriend.... disagreed and said mine is not emo...
that means i am not part of the norm..
thus i feel the need..the urge... to be emo...
and thus i am emo...
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Emo enough? WOOT!

Mi gosh!

This is where they draw their talent pool from!



note the amount of waza o.o! and is that kid on the right the same kid!?!?!?!

Sorry guys

the blue moon aint here yet!
so sorry! I will try to get the pics up soon! after i found out a short cut way to upload pics, i am much more motivated! I swear! really! nope, i aint bluffing! NO LA! WHY YOU ALL DONT BELIEVE ME!?!? :(


anyway, just to share with you guys on SLEEP DEPRIVATION!

http://health.msn.com/health-topics/articlepage.aspx?cp-documentid=100235358&GT1=31036

go take a read!

!!!!

aww~~
dear baby~~ aww i neglected you...
you waited for me..faithfully... but i turned my back
but now i am here, back again, in your embrace
save from pain... isolation... ....
BLOGSPOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

really man, i got like so much time but not blogging
maybe because my time is all going to SPENDING AS MUCH TIME AS I CAN WITH SOMEONE WOOTS~
hahahaha
wahahahahah


anw,
on a more serious note
i think some people are stupid..... .... fancy encouraging the wrong kind of vibes
one day if someone dies because of this, i wonder will the person feel guilty..maybe too dumb to feel so hor?
i think so too
and i think, theres no mistakes made thus anything regarding it is null


on a more happier note...
i think i might be posting those photos from japan soon
lol
the blue moon is rising...

i..feel it... ....