Sigh...

Life...
life is horrible... so many people walk with their heads lowered, eyes on the ground and do they realise? maybe they do..but do they care? do people care? will they?

How many times are do we go through life living the same way, doing the same thing? Do we notice? will you wake up one day and realise that this day is probably going to be the same as..some other day that once passed....

boring

Count the amount of times we walk one step forward to find ourselves two steps back. When you put those numbers to perspective, would you be back further than when you started? would you be ever nearer to the end?
Stop? or go?
Would it matter? and again, who will care?
maybe you...but what would you do?
spiral perhaps.... dance on the spot, pray to the gods... divine intervention?

Do we give thanks to all that is given? or do we take things with a nod and a smile, forgotten once the day is over.
Do everyone that gives deserves to be thanked? Is anyone who hasn't been grateful for help understood?

Life poses so much questions and yet little answers. No... there are answers, but they are but keys to more questions..queries that may have no answers...dead ends... and then what do we do? we pretend, we reason, we rationalise our way to something we can believe.. isn't it?

So.. now you have read so far.... i believe you wonder... what is going on... why does one need to ponder on things that is rather... best... to be left in the unknown...? Isn't somethings in life better left in the gray mists? concealed, hidden, silhouette in one's vision... so near, so clear yet ever so evasive?

I shall let you know, why i have thought of this.. why i feel that this should be said...
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apparently... my girlfriend went out with her friends...
and they said... ... they generalised men...

they claimed that a guy's blog is usually emo...
and my girlfriend.... disagreed and said mine is not emo...
that means i am not part of the norm..
thus i feel the need..the urge... to be emo...
and thus i am emo...
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Emo enough? WOOT!