HATE YOU!

I *HATE* YOU
seriously, ever since you became part of my life, i have hated you
there were times when i almost didnt feel you, i was glad
and then you came back
it was torture.
You plague my life, you cause it misery, you restricted my performance
You made me ripped apart the plans i had
and so i hate you
i wish you would go away
and now you are still her
get lost!
achilles tendonitis... GET LOST!

dammit! i guess i deserved it, i stopped going to see doctor and my physiotherapist...maybe i should consider calling the school's health block to see can take advantage of physio there anot
i was sooooo confident that this break i had would help me
but, i guess not.. i am afraid that it has become an acute injury :(
it will be nearly a year since i had it
shoo shoo

just remembered it was a very long time since i reallllly trained kendo tsk
my god
if my leg wasn't like this
i would be skc now
rawr